its hard to explain why im so sad but it seems like whenever im hurting myself in any way it makes me forget everything and stop crying. its like a high for me and i feel like i deserved everyone of the 300 cuts. i hate the image of myself so i starve to make myself perfect in my eyes
why though?
not to be an asshole, but that’s no reason to cut yourself. you don’t deserve the pain man :P there’s no real reason to. it’s all in your head. I’m sure you’re beautiful .